Posted by: Annie | July 1, 2008

Putting it all together

I frustrate myself sometimes.  I frustrate myself a lot of times.  The biggest frustration I have going for me right now?

I can’t get myself motivated to work out.

I like to work out.  Really.  I do.  I’m one of those sick people that likes sweating, that likes pushing myself a little bit more, and the high that I get after a good hard workout.  Working out helps my stress levels tremendously.  I know it does wonders for my health, and all those hereditary health issues I’m trying to avoid.  But lately?  Can’t do it.  Don’t know what my problem is.

I mentioned a week or so ago that I joined Weight Watchers, and I’ve done well so far, though not as well as I know I could.  It’s not a race, I never went in to the program thinking that I wanted to lose X amount of weight by this date.  I truly did it for the lifestyle change.  However, I can’t seem to put the concepts together of working out and eating healthy.  I can manage to do one fine, but when I try to combine them?  It’s a mess.

It’s summer now (duh, right?) and I said at the beginning of June that I was going to try to get moving, and work out 5 times a week.  I could go before classes started.  I could get it out of the way.  Did I?  Yeah.  For about a week.  And then it fizzled.  I started making excuses – my personal favorite one?  That it’s too hard to pack a bag, a lunch, my books and an outfit and such for the entire day ahead of me.  Pffft.  Really?  Even I have to laugh at myself for that one.  After all the bitching I do about my undergrads and their crappy excuses, here I am making one myself.  How freaking hard is it, really, to pack a bag?  I even have a locker at the gym, so I only have to haul my workout clothes and such once a week.

So what I can’t figure out is what the heck my problem is?  I like to workout.  I have a gym that accessible.   It’s summer, and I have less going on. (Well.  June was kind of crazy.  But July is fairly low key.)  So why can’t I get my butt to the gym and just do it?  I know…it takes 21 days to form a new habit, so I should just quit my bitching and go, right?  I just can’t figure out what the heck I need to do to get myself back into the habit.

Le sigh.

In my mind, when it seems easier to me to write a doctoral dissertation than to go to the gym…yeah.  I have some issues.


Responses

  1. It’s just getting that habit back in place. I find it’s harder to be motivated to push yourself in the summertime since the heat is so darn draining (and that Alabama humidity is killer – ick!).

    Hmmm not sure how often you’re going to the gym now. Five times is a lot. Maybe baby steps :-)

    Side note, I’m laughing because the listing of “possibly related posts” following the text of your post includes a link to one called “lactic acid”. Interesting.

  2. Five times a week is definitely a lot, at least for now. Increase the number of days once it’s a habit!

    Is there a class you can sign up for at the gym? If there’s actually something scheduled, you’d probably be more likely to go (even if it’s free with membership). At least, I would be!

  3. Let’s motivate each other ;)
    I’m way too lazy myself.
    Remember those posts and pictures? Sure you do.
    Did I do something since then?
    Nope.
    Sighs with you …..

  4. I’m right there with you, sister-friend. Except I HATE working out. :(

  5. I so relate to your dilemma these days. I’m a WW too and belong to a gym … but getting myself to either right now is challenging … partly because I’m busy with other things and partly because I’m just not motivated to do so. ‘Tis a puzzlement I need to resolve as well.
    Hugs and blessing,

  6. I have the same problem. The thing being I can stand to lose like a lot of pounds. I want to be the size I was as a sophomore in high school. Wanting and reality are two very crazy things.

    My question: How long to break a habit? Same huh? I got into it but my June was busy too… boo. Now I’d rather sleep than get up early to pretend to run.


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